try to much
try to little
opposites,
in many ways but one
grasping for the top
palms bleeding
pulling life toward you
vice versa
wishing life
would fall in your hands
easy as apple pie
tasting so luscious
where is our middle ground?
scalding our hands for the pie of life?
tasting oh so sweet
who are we?
theres a place
left vacant
residence avail
a place very close to me,
i know the owner well
a place in my heart
if you chose to stay
its not that bad i swear
the room not well lit,
but the times can be fun
a little rough around the edges
but nothings perfect?
i told the owner to wait,
sell the room to the best
leave it for the close friends
not the flings, not the dead.
its furnished with love
what else could i do?
ive not much to give,
but id give it all to you
chills of fright
goosebumps racing up the skin
a three quarter length sleeve
and a heart of dirty ice
the slush after the snowplow
the screams still ring the air
the tense air
the tears
too much
for one girl to handle
brush strokes obvious against the painted sky
the navy and grey dancing on the air
surreal
the three stare aimlessly at the sky,
too beautiful to be real
to graceful to be caught on film
the colours of the evening
the sad and sallow blues
the growing cold wind
the fall breeze
the nature in her pride
pure grace
closer, closer
inches growing smaller
the space diminishing
slowly creeping
tilting glance,
upwards sweep
breath caught still
closer, closer
lips touch for a first time
the connection falters
a sound in the distance?
blush races cross both faces
as they race away..
smiling
the sugary sweet substance rushes over your tongue. you swallow the carbonation with childish delight. from that pretty glass bottle you drink away your soul. no percentage of death. just calories and water. simply, a childish delight
i think about you in the summer time
but its time to fall, in love
it will hit us cold and hard
and the winds will steal out souls
when those breathtaking sights
of lights and pure whites
thaw and our new love springs
they prescribed me this new age drug
to me, the sick and twisted soul
this time 'round I'm more sick then twisted
but this DXM fall
and the woken headrush
has a certain thrill, does it not?
more so then the pressure building up in my head
the nasal drips and the ember laden throat
why yes
the fall will be beautiful
compared to this, just about anything is
love and lust
or worse
addiction
inhale the words
like nicotine
cancer
choke down the
smoke.
absorb the addiction
and settle the
jitters
addiction
to substance
can destroy
you physically
addiction
to people
can try your limits
emotionally.
inhale your statements
like a nicotine rush
the cigarette
on the tip of my tongue
natural
you in my arms
perfect
physical addiction's got nothing on this;
i need you.
stare straight up into the night,
watch the stars up high, burn bright,
owls taken 'way by flight,
what a cold fair winters night.
the sky is black with specks of white,
oh what a view, oh what a sight,
so far above, up high in height,
what a cold fair winters night.
shivvers run down threw me,
not that you would ever see,
oh what a horrid mystery,
noone who would ever be,
any bit as much to me.
so stare up at the sky,
watch those poor stars cry,
and as here i lie,
my heart about to die.
broken hearts and sad goodbyes by jesbites, literature
Literature
broken hearts and sad goodbyes
whatever happend to forgive and forget?
whatever happened to happy endings?
where is a place left free of regret?
where are the happy endings?
they all left this place,
whereever you may be.
theyve all left this place,
and yes, I cry for thee
naw ur pretty as the morning sun, orange and yello and pink all round,
ur pretty as the stars at midnight, u twinkle and shine and dazzle, oh yes.
your pretty as the thought of life after death of that carcrash, a life altering experience.
your the one who makes that car crash pretty, baby i love u <3
boom. crash
another plane. smash
another day.
anther day.
another day.
like yesterday?
boom. crash
another plane. smash
9 11
9 11
9 11
never meant so much.
little girl. in from recess.
boom. crash
teachers crying. no denying.
another plane. smash
why oh why.
do they all cry.
why oh why.
a day like today.
6 years later.
we still feel the same.
6 years later.
its just another day.
6 years later.
after ten years to begin with.
6 years later.
the little girl turned 6teen
and its times like these, and insomniac dreams.
not truly.
but the light headed of the juice brings a calm.
a shivver up one arm.
nothing to do but comb your hair pretty.
noone will see.
but why do we stay up?
we dont know.
but one thing is for sure.
we DO scream the loudest in our heads.
sumthing i once read.
but its these moments, when conversation fails;
that we seek out keyboards; or even pen and paper.
out with feelings.
tear out our hearts.
lay feelings bare, for all to see.
but in doing so we leave it all out there; on the floor of a crowded building.
noone looks at the floortiles.
noone cares for broken hearts.
this
those eyes.
why of course the first thing to notice is the eyes.
hair; eyes; smile.
but sometimes the order changes on circumstances.
as in those eyes.
in a simple pawns oppinion.
those eyes were pale.
a faded blue.
washed out.
piercing.
they could see threw into a persons soul without a care or a thought.
those eyes hold the power, and magnificence that is an omnious presence.
the evil and foreboding.
makes a simple pawn glad she has never had to face those eyes.
the cruel power would be the thoughts of nightmares.
your soul would bleed out and your pulse would slow.
your life could sink in that one flat glare.
good thing im
how could you make poor heaven cry.
how could you make angels long to die.
you poor corrupted souls.
i pity you.
dont you dare force a tear from the chocolat brown eyes.
dont you dare make my little girl cry.
hush little oiseau,
i wont let those girls hurt you.
hush little birdie,
ill never let them hurt you.
hush and we'll run away from it all
city morgue called.
press your white lies to my blue lips.
they say my hope died with birth.
rather expect the worst and be right
then get more self dissapointment
and overdose on it.
stop.
funny thing about people.
if you hollywood laugh,
they don't ask questions.
Then you just don't have
another level.
But if you ask for help,
clawing at everyone in sight
for something real,
no more empty promise bullshit,
you're doing it for attention.
so inside you're screaming
'someone get me some fucking help'
but outside you're a stepford wife,
no mystery. you're shallow.
can't fake a smile
if you've never had a genuine one.
sto
they give me no reason to believe
this frail idea,
love they call it.
no reason but to trust in what they have
watch them
the dearly devoted
twisting their lives for another
then watch them both fall off the tallest building
into the abyss.
they say,
watch what we have,
see how great our end can be?
we'll fall together
to watch the broken bones of ourselves
against the side of the mountain.
yes,
ill pick up your broken bones,
try to mend you
and you'll tell me how reckless the fall
you took yourself up so high and jumped
believing in your own words
well fly together
and when i see you
you'll either say you were wrong
o
im at school right nao :(
[if you didbn;t notice the time]
and im supposed to be doing a cpt [faillll;]
but id rather not.
BUT i figure you should all know that if i dont survive the day, i blame math. =]
not drivers ed because im getting kinda good
<3
i could almost get a g2 :O
that'd be sweet. and id be like
bitchin (h)
LAWL.
k bye =]
SO its 2009!!!!
and ive slept through most of it XD
but thats hokay =D
im not sure what this year is going to bring, but i knoe there will always be stupid people
U_U
ex: i change my FB status '2009, good luck, your gunna need it'
other person: 'yeah with obama as pres watch out'
wtf?
no offence americans.
hes not my presss.
i dont know why canada is so obbsessed with the states. and even worse, when people are obbsessd with being againslt it.
FAIL.
ANYHOW ILUALL BYE
[btw browns is still cool. 8D]
DRIVE FASTER BOY (8)
lulz. im listening to midnight show.
and TODAY IS CHRISTMAS <3
merry merry merry christmas =]
so TOMMOROW im buying a new ipawd =O
thati was thinking of naming lady leprosy. dunno XD
and and holidays = yum =)
hope your all enjoying it <3 <3 <3